MIXED EMOTIONS

WHY IS IT THAT WHEN YOU THINK THINGS ARE GOING GREAT IN YOUR LIfE, ALL OF A SUDDEN THEY START TO SUCK????

i'm just feeling an awful mix of emotions right now..... gosh! and it's not even THAT time of the month!
it's weird, maybe it was last night that did it...... i had a strange and totally UN-realistic dream, but it kept on putting thoughts in my mind! things that COULD be realistic about it..... it just makes me think about things.... my past, present, future............
i feel like a confused teenager, and i don't even know what i'm confused about!!!!
maybe that's where i should end this...... things are just so wierd...... i can't help but feel lost